"Foolish me i always end up choosing the wrong friends" -Stephanie
Di ko alam kung paano ko sisimulan ang confession ko. Sa sobrang gulo siguro ng isip ko at sa dami ng gusto kong sabihin. i'm trying to open up with my co-vhs but it seems like there's only two people who listens to me and my sentiments. I know i'm being pessimistic again but that's just what i feel. Four weeks na sa vhouse at sa 4 weeks na yun... two weeks ng di ko ata nakikita name ko sa penalty and rewards section thread. Kung minsan naiisip ko nlng na magviolate ng rule just to have atleast a point kahit sa violation nlng... pero di rin kasi ako sanay na magviolate ng rule, especially kung sinadya lng. I know updating a blog corresponds to a point, but i can't update a blog yet since i'm a bit busy and don't really have a time yet to complete a blog... well i have an idea of what to write on my blog specially now when things are so complicated. Medyo nainis nga pla ako kay Kim, dun sa 2nd household council... may pangalan naman ako and i don't know siguro sa kulang nya lang sa pansin eh ganon nlng sinabi nya... pede naman type name ko. Badtrip. Yun sa lie detector naman, zero ang points na nakuha ko, expected ko na yun. Di talga ako magaling mag-detect ng fake sa true, well it shows on my real life, just having some friends na all i thought are true but are fake pla. Foolish me i always end up choosing the wrong friends. But still i'm hoping i can have a true friend here sa vhouse, but i think meron na nga, sana lng di nanaman ako nagkakamali sa pagkakataong ito. It's true nga na prang nagiging boring na nga ang vhouse, di naman as in boring talga, minsan lang kasi parang di nag-ggrow. Well sa totoo lng i created that thread na "let's get personnal" para mas magkakilala ang isa't-isa through sharing of problems or something or anything that deals with the real events that's been happening. Hay basta ewan ko ba, i just feel like i-ilan lang ang pumapatol sa thread na yun. Sa 2nd household council naman eh nagustuhan ko yun takbo ng thread, yun mga tanong at sagot. But just to summarize it all i'm still looking forward to every morning checking the board and still playing the part of me as a virtual housemate.
Di ko alam kung paano ko sisimulan ang confession ko. Sa sobrang gulo siguro ng isip ko at sa dami ng gusto kong sabihin. i'm trying to open up with my co-vhs but it seems like there's only two people who listens to me and my sentiments. I know i'm being pessimistic again but that's just what i feel. Four weeks na sa vhouse at sa 4 weeks na yun... two weeks ng di ko ata nakikita name ko sa penalty and rewards section thread. Kung minsan naiisip ko nlng na magviolate ng rule just to have atleast a point kahit sa violation nlng... pero di rin kasi ako sanay na magviolate ng rule, especially kung sinadya lng. I know updating a blog corresponds to a point, but i can't update a blog yet since i'm a bit busy and don't really have a time yet to complete a blog... well i have an idea of what to write on my blog specially now when things are so complicated. Medyo nainis nga pla ako kay Kim, dun sa 2nd household council... may pangalan naman ako and i don't know siguro sa kulang nya lang sa pansin eh ganon nlng sinabi nya... pede naman type name ko. Badtrip. Yun sa lie detector naman, zero ang points na nakuha ko, expected ko na yun. Di talga ako magaling mag-detect ng fake sa true, well it shows on my real life, just having some friends na all i thought are true but are fake pla. Foolish me i always end up choosing the wrong friends. But still i'm hoping i can have a true friend here sa vhouse, but i think meron na nga, sana lng di nanaman ako nagkakamali sa pagkakataong ito. It's true nga na prang nagiging boring na nga ang vhouse, di naman as in boring talga, minsan lang kasi parang di nag-ggrow. Well sa totoo lng i created that thread na "let's get personnal" para mas magkakilala ang isa't-isa through sharing of problems or something or anything that deals with the real events that's been happening. Hay basta ewan ko ba, i just feel like i-ilan lang ang pumapatol sa thread na yun. Sa 2nd household council naman eh nagustuhan ko yun takbo ng thread, yun mga tanong at sagot. But just to summarize it all i'm still looking forward to every morning checking the board and still playing the part of me as a virtual housemate.
Labels: Confession, Stephanie
posted by BigBad at
10:15 AM
