DAY NINETY-FOUR
"I said it before... i am weak deep inside"
-Stephanie

I decided to quit. But then BBk says that i cannot quit. Well, ok then. I'll play again. Even if it means that there will be more critics and issues about me. Eventhough i am just doing my part and the tasks, i've been always criticized. Well honestly, the time i decided to quit was the time i was depressed of something. i was weak. well i am weak . And i said it before with that very 1st activity that we had in this game. I may seem strong but i am weak deep inside, i cry at some things that i can't understand why. Overacting? no. It's just the true feeling. But i'm not regretting my decision of quitting, it was really my decision from the very first time i became one of the big 4. Some ex-vhs of mine even reacted on why i decided on something like that. I explained some views and points. Well, i am now thinking about whether to vote or not. Well i am so sure that my votes are predictable. (if i am going to vote, still thinking about it now). But if i am i'm just doing my part and i have no choice but to choose, and of course i'll choose the people who are close to me and i've mingled a lot with. I guess i have to face some consequences again after this. Well i just realize whether on this virtual game or on reality people really have different impression on some things and on other people. So i guess i just have to deal with life and life on the net. Call me anything and impose things to me but i know myself and friends know who i really am. I am just what i am. I don't care about winning. i'm just hurt. period.

"I'm quitting the game" -Stephanie

Stephanie: BBk thanks for the opportunity of having me here. I'm glad to have been a part of this game, i've had new friends and found some true friends too. I'm quitting the game bbk. It's enough na nakapasok nlng ako sa big 4. thank you po ulit.

Stephanie cannot quit.

Stephanie's final answers


For all: HAVE YOU LIED TO ONE OF YOUR CO-VHS? DON'T JUSTIFY.
---------> As far as i know. No.

For Stephanie: DO YOU WANT TO BE THE BIG WINNER? IF YES, WHY? IF NO. QUIT. WOULD YOU? WHY?
--------> No. But i will not deny the fact that there's a part of me that i want to win. But my answer is no. It's enough for me to be one of the big 4. So i quit. why? I don't really want to further explain why. It's enough that i already shared my decision and explanation to someone who know me well and knows that what i say is true.

From AL

For all... kung bibigyan ng pagkakataon, sino sa mga na-evict ang dapat bumalik at cno ang dapat matanggal?
-------> si Fergie ang dapat ibalik at si Ron ang dapat matanggal. (sorry ROn, that's what i feel)

For steph... naisip mo ba na mag-quit sa game? ano ang reason?
-------> Nun nakapasok lng ako sa big 4 inisip ko na ang mag-quit. Sapat na sa akin ang makilala yun mga taong naging malapit na sa akin. No further explanation.


From ANNE

For all: What do you think is the reason why you are in the big four?
-------> Di ko na kailangan e-explain to. Di ba dahil sa mystery poster? yun lang. Ika nga, walang sense ang pagpasok ko sa big 4. di ba?

For Steph: Are you willing to have a more than friendship realationship w/ Al? Peace!
-------> Maybe? I can't really tell. But i have a relationship with someone so i guess di na pwede.


From RON

For all - How did you make the house more interesting despite other people saying that the house is boring?
------> Interesting? i guess some define it as something that brings up some flame through an argument or contradictions.. maybe some want to spice up the house just to get noticed. I'm just being real, maybe with the things i feel and express spiced it up. what you think ROn?

For Steph - Why do you think you deserve to win the game?
-----> I don't care about winning anymore. But if the basis of a winner would be someone who's being real, then maybe that's me. But i'm not perfect. I'm confident enough to say this and if some people think i am not then i can't force you to believe. People who know me well know that i only express what i want to say and feel. I'm not a crowd favorite so i don't deserve to win. that's all.

DAY EIGHTY-SEVEN
"Swerte ni Ron" -Stephanie

Zenrick is now evicted. well, that's how the game works, some people must really face it earlier than the other. Honestly, i was also thinking between ROn and zen on my EP, kahit din kasi na nagka-argument kami ng konti ni ROn but that was over and i can see na gusto nyang makahabol sa game. pero mas nakakausap ko rin kasi si zen so i just choose ROn. And if not also for Zen i won't make it to final four, so i also owe him. And because this game is unpredictable i wanted to make sure that anne would make it, kahit na alam kong malaki ang chance nyang mapasali pero ayoko ng magbakasakali. It was not really a surprise (the 6th nomination result) coz i was really expecting between Ron and Zen. And i just hope there's no bad feelings about this, since we just have to make some decisions. And it is hard. The final four is now complete. And on my mind right now "Manalo ng manalo". I am now actually looking forward to meeting them all personally soon. I just hope all is well after this. haha. Something just flashed on my mind, "swerte ni ron" he was able to catch up and now one of the final four (please don't take what i said in a negative way). I wander how's it gonna be? I'm just glad anne did it. I wanted fergie and anne in the final four, atleast one of them made it in. I feel like i'm really into the game. haha. Of course i like to win but if it's my luck then i'm happy and if not so be it. Come what may! yun na naman masasabi ko. Good luck na lang!

"Super stay lang ako sa bahay" -Stephanie

Sunday nasa bahay lang, nagrerelax from all days work. Start na naman ako ng exercise at desperate ng magpasesy, haha. di naman sexy actually, tummy ko lng medyo di na flat. just did some crunching, nabasa ko lng din kasi sa isang magazine isang routing or 3 routines pla yun na flat abs fast ang tawag. super stay lang ako sa bahay at tlgang di umalis kahit bumili lang ng something sa tindahan ay inutusan ko pa kapatid ko. But i cooked for dinner na matagal ko na rin di nagagawa. As usual 11am na naman ako nagising, syempre sunday naman. Nanood ako kinagabihan ng pinoy meets world, no choice ako kasi naman sa ABS boxing special naman ang pinakita eh wala naman akong interest dun. Feature sa pinoy meets world ang Australia, hay sarap mamasyal. SUper like ko ang pag travel kahit na around the region lang ako nakapamasyal at nakapag travel pero ok naman, pero syempre i want to explore more places, kahit di na out of the country ok na rin kahit around Philippines lang. Pero syempre may plan nako, pag-iipunan ko pa nga lang. Sana lang tlga matuloy.

"One of the big 4 na nga pla ako" -Stephanie

Sa totoo lang nadismaya tlga ako ng malaman kong si fergie ang na evict. Di ko lubos maisip na sya pa ang matatanggal. nakakainis lang kasi eh. he brings up the fun in the board conversation at wala na rin mang aasar sa akin. Kung minsan nga napapaisip ako na kung bakit ganon pa ang mga nangyayari. i mean, kung sino pa yung mga active tlga sya pang napapalayas agad. pagkatapos eh di ko pa maintindihan masyado ang pointing system, magtanong man ako sagot lng naman sa akin eh kailangan ko pa rin e-figure it out. Anyway, wla na tlgang magagawa eh. out na si fergie. Lately nga pla na-nonotice ko that Ron is trying to catch up with the game. Kahit na ina-admit ko na nagalit ako noon sa kanya pero wla na yun. nakapagnominate na nga pla ako for the re-vote. ngayon prang na-guiguilty ako sa vino-vote out ko or yun binibigyan ko ng EP. I know kasi this time sinusubukan ng makahabol sa game kaya lang din kasi kung minsan may mga reason ako na kung bakit ganun ang mga desisyon ko. hay. ang hirap mag isip at mahirap din mag explain. konti na lang kami. at posible pa rin magamit ang mga immunity sa darating na nomination. come what may. One of the big 4 na nga pla ako, di ko pa rin ma feel that i deserve the spot. Dahil lang sa mystery poster. pero sabagay din naisip ko na din lately na activity din yun, so maybe it's really meant for me. so be it.

"I'm trying to have a new life, a more optimistic outlook" -Stephanie

I have really nothing much to share about. Siguro lang sa unang araw na wala sya dito after 3 monthS na nagstay sya at sinusundo ako after work. Prang nasanay lang ako na my nagpapa ngiti sa akin sa tuwing may problema ako. Na miss ko rin yun paghahanap namin ng restaurant or lugar na makakainan at madalas na kung wala na kaming maisip puntahan ay sa jollibee bagsak namin. I just miss those stuffs. Pero naisip ko rin na ok din yun, nakakatawa man isipin pero desidido na rin akong magpapayat, well actually di naman talga as in mag-diet kasi di naman ako ganun kataba, poste nga lang daw. For 3 months din kasi super din appetite ko, super takaw ko, tapos di pa ako nag-eexercise. That time din kasi na andito sya eh lagi kaming kumakain sa labas at sobra sobra pa. Naisip ko lng na di na rin halos magkasya ibang damit ko sa akin, tlgang babawasan ko na rice ko..hihi. mag-exercise ako, kahapon lang nag skipping rope ako at masakit paa ko ngayon dahil siguro sa naninibago pa lang. Super late nako nakatulog, nanood pako ng pbb uplate at super late naman ako sa work ngayon. ngayon lang ata ako na late after 1 month. I'm trying to have a new life, a more optimistic outlook. ewan ko ba, basta pipilitin ko sa lahat ng aspects. Sinabi ko na kasi tlga sa sarili ko that i'll try my best to fix my life and outlook this year. I've learned so much from last year i want to make things right this year. As much as possible.

"Nag-visit ako sa blog ng pbbfg5 kahit bawal" -Stephanie

Nakaka-pressure na talga itong game na to. nomination na naman. at kailangan may iniwan ng points para sa nomination na to at sa next. Hay, duda pa rin ako na baka ma-evict ako this time. ewan ko ba, prang paranoid na naman siguro. tingin ko kasi di naman totoo yun sa mystery poster na mapapa-isa ako sa final 4 dahil sa 6th poster ako. ok lang naman yun eh at mas gusto ko pa nga kung ganon para naman di ko ma feel masyado itong hiya na nararamdaman ko for posting last on that activity. come what may. pero syempre ayoko pa rin matanggal sa ngayon. inamin ko na rin kay bbk about that "play safe" issue na tinanong sa akin sa desk kung bakit ko na mention about sa playing safe. inamin ko na nag-visit ako sa blog ng pbbfg5 kahit bawal. out of curiousity kaya ko sinubukan e-view. napa react tuloy ako sa nabasa kong reaction dun. sabagay di rin naman maiwasan na ganun ang isipin kasi nga prang ganun ang labas ng ginawa ko sa mystery poster. ewan ko ba prang ang laking effect sa akin ng pagpost ng last. ready na rin pala ako sa kung anong parusa man or consequence ibibigay sa akin sa ginawa ko at pag-amin ko. hay, ewan ko ba. hihintayin ko nlng kung ano man ang mangyayari.

"Mamaya aalis na sya" -Stephanie

Grabeh... sa ngayon inaantok ako kahit ang dami kong work na gagawin. ilang araw din akong di ganon ka busy kasi wala ang boss ko at di masyadong marami ang naiwan na gagawin. ngayon andito na boss ko, tumambak na naman ang mga dapat e-scan. hay. nagkita nga pla kami ng naging classmate ko noon sa high school, nagulat sya nun nakita ako biglang sinabi pa nya na tumaba daw ako. hay, talgang tumaba nga ako. naging hobby ba naman ang eating, eh pano akong di tataba. tapos madalas ang date pa namin ni special someone ko eh sa restaurants dito sa zamboanga. syempre kain na naman. pero mamaya aalis na sya. more than 3 months din sya nag stay dito just to try to win my heart back again. naks, deep. Pero kailangan na din kasi sya dun for work, kaya aalis na sya. pero ok na talga kami. happy naman ako nun nag stay sya for how many months din dito. ma-mimiss ko rin sya, wala na akong kakulitan. last saturday lang may pinuntahan kaming restaurant by the beach. sayang lang talaga at di namin naabutan ang sunset. medyo may kalayuan din kasi yun pero maganda ang beach resto na yun. yummy din tlaga ang food. super nag enjoy din ako sa picture session namin. ha, marami kasing magandang view dun, sayang nga lang at gabi na kami pumunta dun at wla na rin yun kalesa dun. but it was unforgettable.

DAY EIGHTY
"There's really a thing that really bothers me" -Stephanie

I am not a hypocrite to say that it's really ok for me not to win. Of course everybody wants to win. But if it's really not for me, the thought is that i just want to make it to final 4. and i said it before, if i am not going to win then just a runner up will do. Sa totoo lang, di ko talga masyado ma explain kung ano nararamdaman ko ngayon. There's a part of me that i feel like i don't really deserve to be on the final 4 right away by the mystery poster activity... i don't even know yet if it's really true that im one of the final 4. Yes, i am happy. sino ba naman ang hinde? But, there's really a thing that really bothers me. Maybe its that thought of what people might just think of me, na parang hinintay kong magpost ang lahat ng makuha ko ang slot. syempre kung andun na ang opportunity bakit hinde? pero ang plan ko naman sana nun eh yun nlng slot na napunta kay ferg, kasi baka nga magkahintayan pa. But no need for me to explain about it anymore, i just want to give credit to zen for leaving (give way) the last slot to me. Yes i am in the game, but i am not playing it safe. is it because i am aware of the rules and i don't usually violate the rules (if i did it's an honest mistake) and because i am (well most of the time) nice? eh sa ganito na tlga ako eh. And i am not pretending. at di ako nahihiyang sabihin yun. Well, i guess i really deserve the title "misunderstood".

DAY SEVENTY-FIVE
"Gusto ko lang ilabas ang nararamdaman ko" -Stephanie

I am about to share my thoughts about the chat that we had yesterday with my co-vhs and an ex-vh. But before that i would just like to burst out my sentiment about what one of the vh think about me through the name game. I'm just so irritated this early morning after checking it. I know it's his opinion (regarding his answer) and i respect every opinion made, but sorry i just can't help but react about that and say what i want to say and express what i feel. B*** Sh**! I know myself better than anyone else. I can't help but think about his hidden plans about things or is it just one of his "late" strategies to catch up. He barely goes online so what's his basis of saying that. so sa tingin nya di ako nagpapakatotoo? hello! Eh ni hindi nga sya active, nagka-usap man kami siguro ilang beses lang. I honestly think someones washing his hands out here. pareho lang yan ng prang nagtatanong pa sa iba ng iniisip nya na sya naman plang ginagawa nya. is this misleading a crime? i know something so don't act innocent. i'm not afraid to say things that i know is true and i don't even care what other people think as long as i know that i am right and i know what i am doing. Even if i know that this might end to my early eviction if ever i did made some honest-violations. yeah this is just a game i know. But i am glad to have made some new friends. I'm just bursting out my angst. i can't even share yet my thoughts about yesterdays chat, because i am not over this issue. I just feel like it's unfair for me for someone who think i am like that. coz i know myself when i am not sincere of something or true. In real life i know my ka-plastikan around PLASTIC PEOPLE. they deserve it anyway. I am nice if the person is nice, pero iba ako magalit. mabait ako kung sa mabait. again sorry if i am saying things like this... gusto ko lang ilabas ang nararamdaman ko. i respect your opinion and i'm just making an opinion about yours too.

About the activity name game. Sinagot ko ang tanong na "Sino sa tingin mo ang dapat na natanggal noong last na eviction?" kahit na ang tanong ay para kay fergie. honestly di ko sinagot na si ron yun dahil sa galit ako sa sagot nya sa tanong ko. because honestly he deserves to be evicted more than nizzie.

Stephanie blogs: A dose of magic

It's been quite a while since the last time i browse over any magazines (new or old). I have just a little collection of magazines at home and before i used to look at it and read each one over and over again. Yesterday my sister brought some new mags which she borrowed from our cousin. Well, while looking over the mags, this thought just came into my mind. I used to think of this before, if only i have the magic to actually point to the things or anything that's on the magazines into a reality.

Funny thing. But it's true... i'm quite a bit of a penny pincher (well, talgang kuripot nga ako) but not really when it comes to anything important.. like foods. That's why i usually like freebies / treats / libre / or anything that just free! So by that i was wishing for something impossible... a dose of magic. Honestly, i'm lately into food... i love to eat... well even before i do love to eat, but lately it's been like i really love to eat more. hahaha... that even those sumptous, mouth-watering foods on the magazines makes me think that i'd like to have it for real. wahhh!!! craziness. oh well, all i thought about is that thing that time maybe because i have'nt ate my dinner yet that time. hahaha... just hoping for a dose of magic.

DAY SEVENTY-TWO
"Ang dami kong inisip that time na nagpapahinga kami sa taas" -Stephanie

Last week was the holy week. And i've made my final decision of not coming with my friends/officemates on a travel to Bongao. I've stated my reason on why i decided to stay. I appreciated the advice of a friend not to mind about some things at sumama at mag-enjoy. Pero naisip ko na rin tlga na magpa-iwan nlng. No regrets naman. anyway naman eh nakapunta nako dun twice na. exactly din naman last year eh prang nagpenetensya nko dun by climbing/hiking the bongao peak. But i'm glad i stayed and atleast spend my holy week with my family. grabeh, halos kain at tulog ata ginawa ko sa bahay for that 2 days rest from work. yeah, 2 days lng. balik trabaho ako by saturday. friday dawn nga pla we went to abong2x pra mag 14 station at pumunta sa tuktok ng cruz mayor. prang penetensya na nga yun papunta pa lang kami dun. super nakakapagod. but when we reached on the peak of it, ang lamig at ang ganda ng view. overlooking Zamboanga city. Ang dami kong inisip that time na nagpapahinga kami sa taas. Naisip ko rin ulit ang di ko pagsama sa Bongao. Alam ko kasi na yun ibang di makakaintindi sa akin ay mag-iisip na over-reacting ako on something. Di lang tlga madali ang magpatawad, lalo na ang makalimot. Forgiveness. Di ko alam, siguro nga i keep some grudges. pero di rin ako masisi. It's really easy for some people to say "forgive and forget". such a crap. I don't know lng. Maybe time can tell when will i forgive those cruel and insensitive people who left a scar on my life. Talgang mahirap para sa akin because some people don't really know what i've been through and i can't put it into words. Kahit gaano ko pa e-explain di talga ma-gets ng ibang tao dahil hindi nila naranasan yun napagdaanan ko. Hay, nagddrama na naman ako. Well, basta easter sunday we attended the mass early morning. Then thinking yesterday i'm back to work again kahit holiday. That's life. yun lng muna. Ang gulo ko na.

DAY SEVENTY-ONE
"I really was'nt expecting nizzie to get evicted early" -Stephanie

Shocks! so far eto na ang pinaka shocking na nomination result. i never expected na si niz ang ma-eevict. she still deserves to stay pa naman. super nakakagulat talga itong week na to, considering din the fact that prang void lang din yun no rule week. ang daming nagka-EP for that alone. i mean, syempre pati ako na nagka EP din dahil dun. all i thought naman kasi eh ok lang kasi nga no rule week. pero sa una pa lang inisip ko na na baka nga test lang ni bbk itong no rule week. di ko na rin kasi napigilan na di mag-comment. anyway, andun na yun. muntik na ko this week ah. considering one of the lowest points na gain ko. at ang dami ko ng natanong about stuffs or shall i say about the game this week. miss ko na rin si fergie boy ilang days na rin syang wala. ang gulo na ata, di ko na maintindihan. i thought i can balance things up with the nomination thing. i really was'nt expecting nizzie to get evicted early. can't explain what i feel about the result. just unexpected.

"To sin or not to sin" -Stephanie

It's a no rule week. pero nagkataon din na holy week ito. to sin or not to sin. ewan ko ba, kahit pa sabihin na pwede magbreak ng rules pero di ko magawa. 4th nomination na nga pla. buti na lang at walang nakalaan na EP kasi mas mahirap na talga this time mag vote ng bibigyan na EP kung sakali, atleast kung SP prang okay pa kahit may madedehado pa rin, dun sa di mabibigyan. it's getting tougher. pero kung ano man ang kalabasan i'm glad i've gain friends through here. pero sana pa rin makapasok sa final 4. sa activity nga pla ng NOW AND THEN, parang ang sarap lang isipin how 1st impressions changed. parang nagpapa-alala lang sa atin na hindi dapat husgahan ang tao agad ng di pa gaano nakikilala, tuloy naalala ko yun quote na "don't judge the book by it's cover". natawa ako at bigla ko lng naalala din yun nakakatawang version nito, "do not judge the book by its cover coz i am not a book". anyway, lumalayo na ko sa topic ko. although alam ko na di na bago ang mga 1st impressions sa akin kaya nga rin ako misunderstood. sa household council naman prang napa-isip lng ako regarding sa mga reactions sa mga piniling sinabi ng mga vhs. kung minsan din kasi, well at times na mimis-interpret ang mga sinasabi. kung minsan nga rin maraming iba't-ibang version na ang manggagaling sa iisang linya lng.

"I know naman it's holy week, that's why baka iwas inis nlng ako" -Stephanie

Here i am again. sharing my sentiments this time. kagabi lang may pinuntahan kaming graduation celebration, ininvite kasi ako ng family ng SF ko. unexpected tlga at di ko inaasahan na yun ppuntahan pla namin ay malapit lang talga sa bahay ng stupid guy na dating close buddy ko. nakita ko nga motor nya na nakapark that time nun dumaan kami. but anyway, i don't care about him anymore... naiinis lng tlga ako. so far nag enjoy naman ako kasi ka-kwentuhan ko mga cousins ni SF. bukas na ang planong pag-alis papuntang Bongao, pinayagan na ako na sumama, pero this time ako na ang nagdadalawang isip na sumama. bukas ng gabi ang alis dito ng barko. di ako sure na sasama ako kasi nga naiinis ako kasi sasama ang ex-friend ko (remember that girl i talked about na super pretentious at flirt). kaka-bad trip talga. i know some may think that i am over reacting. pero tlgang di ko kayang makipag plastikan specially sa taong yun, the nerves and considering na di na nga sya talga actually part ng company kasi nga nag resign na sya tapos sasama-sama pa sya. and they (my officemates) know what my reason would be kung hindi man ako sasama. i don't even care, totoo naman yun. she's the main reason why i will not come with them tomorrow. ayoko lng ng mabigat sa loob ko. kahit na sinabihan ako ng isang kaibigan ko na ma-oop lng naman daw sya just like the last time na sumama sya nun pumunta kami ng Basilan. Pero ewan ko ba, it's ok lng naman kung di rin ako sasama, i will just spend my holy week here sa zambo with my family, atleast i am sure i am happy with them. I know naman it's holy week, that's why baka iwas inis nlng ako. sorry but i still can't forget what that girl brought out to my life. i regret meeting that wrong type of person. i will think about it later tonight and come up with my final decision tomorrow. if i am going or not.

"Ayoko magpasakal" -Stephanie

Thursday night unexpected na may aattend ako na graduation celebration ng pinsan ng SF(special friend) ko. actually prang kami na pero hindi pa. ex-bf ko tinutukoy ko. di talga sya nag give-up and still holds on last year pa. pero in good terms na kami at getting along well and going out and enjoying each others company. ang daming and. but we're not yet official. it's not official yet. i'm still thinking about it. tutal masaya pa ako kung sa anong meron kami. anyway back sa kwento ko talga. yun na nga pumunta kami dun at andun nga un mga kamag-anak nya. dami nga nakakakilala sa akin kasi we've been together for 5 1/2 years. just last year lang nagkanda labo2x. may nagtanong na lang sa amin kung kailan kami magpapakasal. nyah.. ayoko nga. ayoko magpasakal. tumahimik lng kami. kakahiya. sobra. pero ok lang. nabusog naman ako sa pagkain.

"Di ko na nacompute ang mga EP's at SP's"
-Stephanie

Ano ba naman to? 7 na lang pala kami, ang hirap na mag decide kung sino ang iboboto para mapaalis. hay. ngayon kung saan may oras na ako saka naman pla prang malapit ng matapos ang lahat. may mga activity na prang nagpa isip sa akin how far we've gone. kung pano namin nakilala ng lubusan or konti ang isa't-isa. from our first impression towards one another to getting to know more and realizing that some impression proved us wrong. yun ibang impression ko eh tama naman at yun iba nabago. next week nga pla eh holy week na at mukhang marami sa amin eh di makakapag online. ay bigla kong naalala na twice a week na yun confession at diary thread post. parang nasanay ako na summary lng for a week ng mga saloobin at happenings sa buhay sa reality at sa loob. di ko na nacompute ang mga EP's at SP's ko kaya di ko alam where do i stand. wah. baka ma shock nalng ako na evicted na ako. wag naman sana.

DAY FIFTY-SIXTY
"Di ko tuloy magawang mag diet ng konti"
-Stephanie

Prang masyado atang nakakapagod itong week na to. ang dami ko rin kasing occasions na na-attend eh. nun sunday nga lng eh graduation ng kapatid ko. nakakapagod kasi naman prang ako yun naging official photographer ng sister ko. Pero ok lng kasi hilig ko naman din talga yun pagpicture. buti na lng nga at digital cam gamit ko, hiniram ko sa special someone ko. sa katangahan ko lng din eh nun tatawagin na kapatid ko para kumuha ng diploma eh e-vivideo ko sya tpos nakalimutan kong pindutin ang record, napindot ko tuloy nun apelyido nlng nya ang sinabi, di nakasama ang pagbanggit sa first name nya sa video. ayun na nga, 1:30pm na kami umalis ng gym considering di pa kami nakapag-almusal lahat so gutom na nga kami. late na rin kasi nagstart ang ceremony tapos picture2x pa pagkatapos. so super gutom na kami, lalo na ako kasi nga di ako nakapag almusal. ako na lang nagtreat sa kanila after ng graduation, dahil nga sa gutom na talga ako eh sabi ko sa fastfood na lng para mabilis at makatipid na rin ako. syempre ako gagastos eh, so sa jolibee kami kumain. tpos picture2x ulit. Then pagka-uwi namin nagpahinga lng ng sandali at diretso naman kami ng sister ko at napapicture sa studio ng naka toga sya. The next day naman may na-attend pa ako ng graduation celebration ng isang kaibigan. kainan na naman. di ko tuloy magawang mag diet ng konti. hay.

"Sana nga excempted muna lahat next week kasi nga holy week na" -Stephanie

Hay, nakalimutan kong gumawa ng confession at diary last time. ano ba naman to? kakainis. nakalimutan ko na dpat pla eh twice a week na ang confession at diary thread post. tuloy dami ko ng EP tpos pati yun final exam na activity ni kuya di ko nagawa kasi kulang na rin ako sa time, at wala din kasi akong ganang mag-isip masyado at oras para gawin yun activity. Pero talgang madami sa amin ang nagka EP. karamihan din kasi eh busy this week. sana nga excempted muna lahat next week kasi nga holy week na at baka karamihan eh magbabakasyon. napaisip nga pla ako sa nasabi ni fergie na may nagsasabing boring daw ang season na to. di rin naman all the time eh. prang buhay lang din yan, di all the time eh masaya. ang boring ba eh yun walang away na nangyayari, walang spice? anyway, kanya kanyang opinion nlng siguro. Pero so far dahil sa marami na ring bagong thread at magagandang topic at pakulo sa board eh ok na. masaya. yun lng.