DAY SIXTY-EIGHT
"I grew up in a family which is very close to the church" -Anne

So ok, yesterday i was feeling very spiritually refreshed...hmm...how could i explain this... i had my confession and i feel cleansed...this is a normal tradition in the family that we have our confession every new year and holy week...it is really too much for other people but i grew up in a family which is very close to the church...my parents are also very active in the church, they even are officers in some of the organization or our church...oh well... my friends always tease me about it and they thought i was being very religious daw but i think im not, im just fullyt aware of my faith although im not perfe ct but im trying my best to be a good christian...this holy week, i would just do my sacrifices which is what i promised to god...till here...ciao!

"I dont want to create a conflict" -Anne

I think this game i beginning to create conflict...i dont think this game must end up in people fighting over situations which are supposed to be unnoticed...i dont give my comments on them because i dont want to create a conflict...but dont get me wrong it is not playing safe or something but this is really me and i cant change myself to be somebody that would spice up the game but in the end realizing and regretting everything that ive done and said...yes, it just a fantasy game even though we are not risking too much of our identity but somewhat portraying somebody else is not comfortable at all...we dont mean to be passive but i guess that's what we are, we might not reach other's expectation but we're happy on ourselves and we play this game on what we like it to be played like how the game is played now, we like it this way...till here...ciao!

DAY SIXTY-SIX
Results of the 4th Nomination

"Marshmalow": 20 SP for Zen. I just want to add his SP points. I also think that he still needs to stay. He lacks SP points so this will also serve as a help for him to stay. He's fun to talk to.

15 SP for Fergie. I want him in for the final 4. He brings life to the house. He also needs my SP with all the EP's he have. He deserves to stay. I can't see the house without him.

10 SP for Anne. I also want her in for the final 4. She can always get along with everyone. She has this nice personality that i like about her. She just deserves my SP.

5 SP for Al. Like the other two i also want him in for final 4. Eventhough he's not that active lately online and on chat but he always make sense on his posts. I think there's more of him to show the rest what he really is and also his thoughts. Fergie still needs a partner, in the identity of Al (kung sa asaran lang man).


"Killua": I'm giving 20 SP to ron. i think he deserves to stay longer. mejo behind lang kasi siya ng oras sa atin kaya hindi n cya madalas nakakapag-post. at kahit na busy sya sa studies eh he's making a way para makapag-update cya. he's also making an effort to reach out sa iba pang VH.

i'm giving 15 sp to fergie. cya kasi ang nagbibigay buhay sa game. kahit na malakas siyang mang-asar, sumasaya nmn ang lahat. kapag nawala siya, parang malaking part ng game ang mawawala. sobrang active din niya kaya deserve nya to stay.

10 sp to anne. isa rin cya sa mga active. and isa rin cya sa nagbibigay buhay sa board. kapag nawala cya, mawawalan n ng ka-love team si fergie. baka hindi na maging active c fergie. deserve din nya to stray longer.

5 sp to steph. a sweet lady with the ate image should stay in the game. deserve niyang manalo sa game so dapat siyang i-save. kung active lang kc ang pag-uusapan eh isa siya sa mga iyon. so she deserves to be given another chance.


"Thunder": I would like to give 20SP to Zenrick. I would like to get to know him more so I want him to stay in the house. He is a cool guy and is worth saving. Malaki rin ang effort nya na magstay sa game. I think na mas mabuting magstay pa sya sa house ng mas matagal dahil magiging mas masaya pa ang bahay.

I would like to give 15SP to Nizrhane. Utang ito sa invalid na vote ko noon sa birthday niya. I would also want her to stay in the house kase she is fun to talk to. Malaki rin ang effort nya mag stay sa house. At mas mabuti na rin na mag stay sya sa house para makausap pa ng matagal.

I would like to give 10SP to Al. Si Al ay malaki ang effort magstay sa game. He tries to go on the boards kahit hinde nya ma-access. He is fun to talk to and gusto ko sya pang magstay sa house. Makakatulong sya pagpapasaya ng bahay at sa pagiging more interesting nito.

I would like to give 5SP to Anne. I would like to get to know Anne better. Makulit rin sya at masayang kasama sa bahay. Meron rin effort syang mag stay sa house. Mas mabuti na rin na sya ang magstay dahil malaki ang chance nyang manalo.


"Mica": I give 20SP to Ate Steph. She's a friend you could tell your mum and dad about, cos she's very kind and very simple. I think she's the right person to tell secrets to, too. Yeah, and she seems to be good-natured. One thing's for sure: I wish her all the best.

15SP goes to Fergie. This guy just gives the house its much-needed life, so to speak. I like him because he's got this "Give 'Em Hell, Kid" thing---meaning he's that frank. And I admit, he's much braver than I am. Like, even if he's got probs, he's got himself ready.

Kuya Al gets 10SP. Ever the "maprinsipyo" guy, Kuya Al never fails to give the house the serious mood. Although he gets picked-on by Fergie, Kuya Al never loses his cool. I also think that he's also the right person to tell secrets to, and to ask advice from. That itself makes Kuya Al very interesting.

5SP goes to Zen. Sya lang yung housemate na kadamay ko kapag naleleft out ako. Sya din ay parating left out. Tsaka he's one of the housemates that I always get to talk to often. We always talk about art and school, that's why we clicked agad.


"Freakshow": RON-20sp : I am just doing this to also save myself. I am an individual with one word, I keep my word. I am not sure I this will work or if will stick to his word but I hope he does. I can see his effort to get back in the game and be close to us all, why not give the boy another chance.

NIZ-15sp: An easy vote for me coz she Is one of my close buds here. I am also doing this strategy wise. I hope she makes it far in this game. She also desreves it to be here in the game. Strategy wise, alam ko kong sinong makakatanggap ng pinakamalaking SP, so to stay in here longer I decided not to give them the SPs needed for them to stay.

ANNE- 10sp: A very well liked girl. I can say na naging close na ako sa kanya and she is fun to talk to. Im giving here the 10sp coz i know some of the housemyts will give here enough Sps to stay. Just thought of giving here the right SP for me to stay here.

AL-5sp: I give this to him coz I think ang mga housemates kong dalawa na natitira ang makakatanggap ng pinaka maraming SP. I dont know if this vote will save me. NO offence nalang to the rest of my housemates, just doing this to enjoy the game better. Al goodluck saiyo, I know naman isa ka sa matitira.


"Pinkchic": the 5 SP goes to al! he was the kuya in this house. i also would like him to stay because he is the person responsible for all the activities besides bbk. although he is not very active compared to the others i think he is a very good player because he can interact well. also, he makes the house livelier when he and ferg are playing around!

my 10 SP is for ferg! as we all know he is the most active in posting on the boards. he also gives fun to the house whenever he says something. he deserve to stay because he gives a lot of effort in this game. plus, he is one of my closest friend here so i would like him to stay.

15 SP for zen! he is one of the cool people in the house. he is also my frequent chatmate so i want him to stay. at first he had a hard time blending well but through his effort he did fitted in. and for me, that is a real effort so i want him to stay because he deserve to stay.

the 20 SP is for steph! she was also one of the most active VH. she makes the feeling light in the house by her aura. i also would like her to stay because i think she will continue to inspire other people. and also i like talking to her a lot so i want to save her.


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Fergie aka "BududaL": Binibigay ko ang aking 20 sp kay step.. una kahit busy siya eh nkakapagonline siya, pangalawa kahit busy siya eh nkakagawa siya ng diary and confession, pangatlo active siya kahit busy nga siya, pang apat kasi gsuto ko siyang mag stay pa dito! *

Binibigay ko naman ang aking 15 sp kay anne, una kasi active siya as olweys, pangalawa masipag siyang mag post sa boards, pangatlo nagpapakita siya ng interest sa paglalro ng game, pangapat kase gusto ko din humaba pa ung pag stay niya dito. *

Kay AL naman ang 10 sp kase una kahit may trabaho siya eh ngagawa niyang mag post ng kakarampot sa boards.. pangalawa nagpapakita siya tlaga na gsto niya mag stay kahit papano, pangatlo nkakagawa siya ng diaries and confesion niya khit minsan lng siya mag online. Pangapat tulad sa iba gsuto ko mat stay pa siya ng matagal kahit hindi siya ganon ka active. *

Kay niz naman ang 5 sp kais una active siya masipag mag post sa boards. pangalawa hindi na siya ganun kakagawa ng mga entry niya sa diaries and confessions niya. pangatlo masipag siya mag post sa boards kahit papano. pang apat gsto ko din siyang mag stay pa ng matagl tagal.

*minimum of 4-sentence-justification for 20 SP, 15 SP, 10 SP and 5 SP votes

Al blogs: Tambay...

Kanina, nagkape kami sa Starbucks Valero. Wala lang. Tambay at pinag-usapan ang mangyayari sa puting namin sa April 14 and 15. Lahat na ng pwede naming pag-usapan about that pinag-usapan na. Iyong mga gamit na gagamitin, mga pagkain na ihahanda, iyong gagawing pagdadala ng gamit doon. Well, hindi mawawala ang kalokohan sa usapan namin. Kailan ba naman nangyari iyon. He, he.

Tapos nilapitan kami ng isang barista doon na nagpakilalang Louie at tinanong kung pwede daw ba kami sa taste test nila para sa isang brand nila ng coffee. Rwanda was the brand of that coffee bean. It came from a far, far away land. He, he. Pasensya, nakalimutan ko kung saan. Sa Rwanda rin yata. Anyways, masarap iyong coffee. Tama ang tapang niya. Pero mas masarap kung may kasamang chocolate cake (katulad ng inihain niya sa amin for free) kasi lumalabas iyong sarap noong coffee. Medyo may kamahalan nga lang iyon pero sulit na rin kasi masarap. Ano pa nga ba ang aasahan mo, syempre, Starbucks iyon eh. He, he. May kamahalan kasi mahirap daw siyang anihin. Iyon ang sabi ni Louie. Pero I'll recommend the coffee. Masarap siya.

DAY SIXTY-FIVE
"Sana mkauwi pa kmi ng buhay ng kapatid ko!" -Fergie

12:00am..

Aun! kakatpos lng namen mag nload ng mga gamit sasakyan para sa pagpunta bukas sa bataan.. hehe.. medyo excited kase magkiita-kita na naman kaming magpipinsan.. haha! aun nga lng medyo kaba kais mama ko magdadrive papunta dun, sana mkauwi pa kmi ng buhay ng kapatid ko! haha.. joke.. pro mama ko noh! haha.. tapos inaalala ko pa pagpunta namin dun hindi ko sure kung mkakapag online akew kasi alam ko medyo malayo mga internet cafe dun pero cgue dahil adek ako sa pagiinternet eh try ko mag online try lng ah!

Aun.. bukas 1st time kong mag holyweek ng medyo masaya naman kasi nga parang reunion na den.. hehe..!

Sa lahat! HAPPY HOLYWEEK! GODSPEED ALL!!

"Mayayaman kasi ang karamihan sa mga taga-Baliwag" -Al

First time akong magpapalipas ng holy week na wala sa bahay. I mean na hindi kasama ang family ko. ngaun kasi, trabaho ang kaharap ko. kapag ganitong panahon, kapag Tuesday ay sumusunod kami sa prusisyon. kapag Wed naman or Fri ay nanonood kami ng prusisyon. sa amin pa nmn sa Bulacan magaganda ang imahe ng mga poon. life size kc ang mga poon sa amin. at magagarbo ang bihis pati na ang karo. mayayaman kasi ang karamihan sa mga taga-Baliwag. marami rin ang karo sa prusisyon. 70 plus na yata ngayon. mula last supper hanngang sa pagkamatay ni kristo pati na rin ung mga santo na malaki ang ginampanan sa paghihirap ni Kristo.

Nakaka-miss. hindi pa man sumasapit iyon eh parang gusto ko na umuwi.

"Masyado ka na outdated" -Al

Mas madali palang magbigay ng sp kesa sa EP kc nga alam mo na kung sino ang mga deserving na bigayan ng sp. sna ganito na lang lagi ang botohan. masyadong complicated ang ep eh.

Ang hirap pla kapag hindi ka na masyadong nag-a-update, masyado ka na outdated sa pinag-uusapan dito sa board. hehe. ang hirap na humabol. buti pa noong hindi pa banned ang si\te sa amin, every minute yata may update aq or may ipinopost aq sa bopard. sana ibalik na nila ang access namin sa PBBFG!

"To sin or not to sin" -Stephanie

It's a no rule week. pero nagkataon din na holy week ito. to sin or not to sin. ewan ko ba, kahit pa sabihin na pwede magbreak ng rules pero di ko magawa. 4th nomination na nga pla. buti na lang at walang nakalaan na EP kasi mas mahirap na talga this time mag vote ng bibigyan na EP kung sakali, atleast kung SP prang okay pa kahit may madedehado pa rin, dun sa di mabibigyan. it's getting tougher. pero kung ano man ang kalabasan i'm glad i've gain friends through here. pero sana pa rin makapasok sa final 4. sa activity nga pla ng NOW AND THEN, parang ang sarap lang isipin how 1st impressions changed. parang nagpapa-alala lang sa atin na hindi dapat husgahan ang tao agad ng di pa gaano nakikilala, tuloy naalala ko yun quote na "don't judge the book by it's cover". natawa ako at bigla ko lng naalala din yun nakakatawang version nito, "do not judge the book by its cover coz i am not a book". anyway, lumalayo na ko sa topic ko. although alam ko na di na bago ang mga 1st impressions sa akin kaya nga rin ako misunderstood. sa household council naman prang napa-isip lng ako regarding sa mga reactions sa mga piniling sinabi ng mga vhs. kung minsan din kasi, well at times na mimis-interpret ang mga sinasabi. kung minsan nga rin maraming iba't-ibang version na ang manggagaling sa iisang linya lng.

"I know naman it's holy week, that's why baka iwas inis nlng ako" -Stephanie

Here i am again. sharing my sentiments this time. kagabi lang may pinuntahan kaming graduation celebration, ininvite kasi ako ng family ng SF ko. unexpected tlga at di ko inaasahan na yun ppuntahan pla namin ay malapit lang talga sa bahay ng stupid guy na dating close buddy ko. nakita ko nga motor nya na nakapark that time nun dumaan kami. but anyway, i don't care about him anymore... naiinis lng tlga ako. so far nag enjoy naman ako kasi ka-kwentuhan ko mga cousins ni SF. bukas na ang planong pag-alis papuntang Bongao, pinayagan na ako na sumama, pero this time ako na ang nagdadalawang isip na sumama. bukas ng gabi ang alis dito ng barko. di ako sure na sasama ako kasi nga naiinis ako kasi sasama ang ex-friend ko (remember that girl i talked about na super pretentious at flirt). kaka-bad trip talga. i know some may think that i am over reacting. pero tlgang di ko kayang makipag plastikan specially sa taong yun, the nerves and considering na di na nga sya talga actually part ng company kasi nga nag resign na sya tapos sasama-sama pa sya. and they (my officemates) know what my reason would be kung hindi man ako sasama. i don't even care, totoo naman yun. she's the main reason why i will not come with them tomorrow. ayoko lng ng mabigat sa loob ko. kahit na sinabihan ako ng isang kaibigan ko na ma-oop lng naman daw sya just like the last time na sumama sya nun pumunta kami ng Basilan. Pero ewan ko ba, it's ok lng naman kung di rin ako sasama, i will just spend my holy week here sa zambo with my family, atleast i am sure i am happy with them. I know naman it's holy week, that's why baka iwas inis nlng ako. sorry but i still can't forget what that girl brought out to my life. i regret meeting that wrong type of person. i will think about it later tonight and come up with my final decision tomorrow. if i am going or not.

DAY SIXTY-FOUR
"Im not really that down to earth" -Anne

There are no rules in the house! omg! i guess i could just leave my confession very short! there is nothing unusual happenings lately so this would be very short...the betting game somewhat turned out good for me at least i have a very minimum ep..thanks god! im very much flattered w/ my co VH impression of me...im not really that down to earth but at least they consider me as their friends right? oh well, i guess this would be the end...the nomination is coming and i need to think first if who will i vote...oh boy, this is hard since we are already close...ciao!

"Yeah sure i miss him a lot!" -Anne

Ok i had this conversation w/ my ex bf and he's in australia na pala...i guess when you were involved w/ someone before even break up would not be the end and it was just set aside...aarrgghhh! do i make sense? i guess not? maybe im just super astonished that after a long time we had a conversation in a very unexpected manner! yeah sure i miss him a lot! guess, he'll always be a part of my life...our relationship will still be the same no matter what plus the fact that our break up was a mutual desicion and it was a peaceful agreement and we both think that it's the best for both of us, i guess? ok enough! im done w/ my drama...ciao!

4th Nomination starts

Nomination Process:
1. VHs are given 35 saving points: 20 SP, 15 SP, 10 SP and 5 SP
2. VHs must assign these points to four co-VH they want to stay in the vhouse.
3. A maximum of 10-character-codename and a minimum of 4-sentence-justification for 20 SP, 15 SP, 10 SP and 5 SP votes are required.
4. Whoever refuses to nominate, fails to nominate on time or violates a nomination rule is penalized. In addition, his/her ballot is invalidated.

VHs have 3 days to private message via PBBFG Board their votes.

"Kinikilig ako. Period." -Nizrhane

Kinikilig ako. Period.

I have had enough of the usual loveteams and sappy love stories on TV. They just keep me more disinterested and very annoyed.

I have my old love for surfing the net, scouring there and there for photos of wonderful musicians, and yes, I have found more than that.

There's this band that I have known to exist in Europe for so long and recently they have just made their US debut last year. And the band's Mew, not the Pokemon (don't worry they didn't name the band after the Pokemon).

Mew's composed of High School friends Jonas Bjerre and Bo Madsen, and a newcomer Silas Utke Graae Jørgensen (well he says that he was the last person to join the band). Johan Wohlert was their former member, having left the band in early 2006 (I am not sure but I am continuing to check stuff) to spend time with girlfriend Pernille. And now from Denmark, they are conquering the world by storm.

That's the band.


and this is the band without Johan. :/

*sigh*

What if they toured here in the Philippines?

"Aus po ung no houserules dis week" -Fergie

Hayz.. happy holyweek bigbad! hehe

Aus po ung no houserules dis week.. hihi.. medyo exciting kaso po hindi ko masusulit kc sa wed aalis na kew, punta ako sa vacation sa min sa bataan.. haha.. pero cgue po bigbad habag nandto ako e susulitin kong tlaga tong pagkakataon na binigay mo sa men bigbad! hehe.. saya naman tlaga oh! sana ngaun na bumanat si KIM CHUnngo! haha.. gue po bigbad! maikli lng wala naman rules e! haha

"Meron akong natanggap na very disturbing news" -Zenrick

No rules week so OK lang na kunti lang malagay ko rito. Ala ngang rules eh!
Hm..nothin much happend to me today. April fools ngayun kaya decide ako na buruin isa kong klasmyt. I told him meron akong natanggap na very disturbing news. I dont know kong disturbing ba na news or gracia but yun. THen ask sya saakin kong ano iyon. The I told him na there was this girl na ka chat ko fom cebu rin. Tapos she said na shes pregnant! And I let him guess kong sino ama. Damn dami nyang sinabi na name but yun shock cya na ako. Tapos ask cya if when and where nangyari or if gf koba cya. Then sabi ko na it happend in a secret place and d ko cya gf. Hahaha..basta madami pa akaming pinagusapn tapos i can say na very sincere sya..gusto panga nya magtanong sa kakilala nya na nakaranas na nga ganito pra matulungan nya ako. Yun, na koncencya tuloy ako! kya ngayun2x lang PM ko cya na april fool joke lang lahat. sana di cya magalit. hahahahah

"I really love it when people who do not know me personally "literally" calls me ZEN" -Zenrick

Woho..no houserules ngayun now i can say anything I want here.. heheh.. like ano kya?
Well 1st, dami konang EP from some of my violations tapos from not participating from the boards, prang sapat itong lahat pra akoy ma evict w/out the help of my housemyts nomintations. LORD WAG NAMAN SANA! gusto kopang mag stay sa bahay!

Just read the transcript of our forth household council. I was gald that my housemyts did took what I said the wrong way. "the byebye zenrick speech". Dunno but feel ko yung quatations ko lang yung parang may halong intriga comared sa rest ng mga housemyts. Baka akalain nilang gusto kuna umails. Like HELL no. Di kopa gusto mawala.

One more thing. I really love it when people who do not know me personally "literally" calls me ZEN. Feel ko parang close na namin at tinatawag nila akong "ZEN". Dunno, parang sanay lang ata ako na mga friends ko dito ang tumatawag sakin ng ganyan. Hahahah.. Baba kasayahan ko.

Hmm...ala ata akong napansin na violation sa post ko nato! sayang ang "no rules week". Bahala nalang!

WEEK 9 - DAY SIXTY-THREE
Reward and Penalty Points for Week 9

Fergie, Nizrhane and Ron did not post at least two confessions and two diary entries this week. Each earned 8 EP.

Violations and corresponding penalty point/s:
Zenrick - discussed posts made by guests (2 EP)

Betting Game:
Al - 3 EP
Anne - 1 EP
Fergie - 4 EP
Nizrhane - 3 EP
Ron - 5 EP
Zenrick - 3 EP

The following received 2 SP each for YM conversation transcripts*: Nizrhane and Stephanie

*Once every nomination

"Ano kaya ang gagawin ko ngayung summer? Uuwe sa pinas?" -Ron

Hey paano ba yan... last thursday and friday at maayos ang clinical ko at last. Masaya naman ang turn out at di ako mashado na stresses out! I got home and slept without much worries... pero maramepa rin akong dapat alalahanin at asikasuhin. Ngayung linggo ay tests ko sa Psych, theory, at clinicals. Sunod sunod at may assignments pang dag dag. Natatakot na talaga ako. Ngayun nga di pa ako nagrereview. Kailangan ko nang simulan and focus on my work.

Wala na ren pala akong work... trabaho... job... kase hinto na ulit because its summer time. Wala nang yelo. Wala nang skating. Wala nang hockey. Babalik na ulit ang trabaho ko sa winter. Sa simula ng pasukan... ano kaya ang gagawin ko ngayung summer? Uuwe sa pinas? Ahehehe siguro pero hinde pa ako sure. Bahala na. Oh sige magsisimba pa kame at tatapusin ko pa itng mga homeworks ko.

Al blogs: Lenten Season is here

It's already Lenten season, a season where we'll all be remembering the hardships and sacrifices that Jesus Christ has done to save mankind. We all know that the Lord gave his own life to save the people's sins. And this is the season that we'll relive his hardships.

Sa mga nagdaang taon, kapag dumarating ang panahong ito ay nasa bahay o simbahan ang mga tao at nagdarasal at nagbabasa ng pasyon. Walang palabas sa telebisyon, lahat ay tahimik. Ngunit iba na talaga ang panahon ngayon. Ang iba, kapag Mahal na Araw ay makikita mo sa mga resort at nagsu-swimming. O kaya naman ay out of town para magbakasyon. Ito kasi ang isa sa mga panahon na magkakasama ang buong pamilya lalo na at may trabaho ang mga magulang at may pasok sa eskwela ang mga bata.

Sa mga nagdaanang panahon, kapag pumasok na ang ganitong panahon ay wala nang pasok sa trabaho ang mga tao. Iba na ngayon. Kung ang iba ay nasa simbahan at nagdarasal at nangungumpisal, ang iba ay nasa opisina at nagtatrabaho. Lalo pa ngayon at marami nang outsourcing business dito sa Pilipinas na ang kliyente ay mga foreigner. Alam naman natin na ang mga ibang bansa ay walang holiday kapag semana santa. Kadalasan ay mga Catholic countries lang ang gumugunita sa paghihirap ni Kristo. Wala namang magawa ang mga kawawang empleyado kundi ang pumasok.

Isa na kami sa mga kawawang empleyadong iyon. Voluntary man ang pagpasok ng Maundy Thursday, Good Friday, at Black Saturday, still may pasok pa rin kami. Wala naman kaming choice kundi ang pumasok alinman sa mga araw na iyon, business as usual. Lalo pa at ang kliyente namin ay mga Amerikano. Americans don’t celebrate Holy Week. The only season or holiday that is important to them is Thanksgiving. Well, naiintindihan ko naman kahit papaano kung bakit ganito ang mga pangyayari. Sa kanila kami kumikita. But as what one of my officemates told me, why can’t they consider our holidays ‘coz we are considering theirs. True, but what can we do. Again, we are working and we are earning because of them.

Hay, ang hirap talaga kumita ng pera. Siguro, we’ll just pray by ourselves. Hindi naman siguro kailangang magsimba pa para lang gunitain ang paghihirip ni Hesus. Pwede naman sigurong magdasal na lang ng taimtim at pagsisihan ang mga kasalanang nagawa ng bawat isa sa mga nagdaang panahon.