Anne's final answer

For all: HAVE YOU LIED TO ONE OF YOUR CO-VHS? DON'T JUSTIFY.
**yes!

For Anne: WHO ARE YOU?
**I really dont know on what perspective il answer this question. It's very general but i guess im a simple girl who is always misunderstood as maarte, plastic and good for nothing except pacute girl! But those are all misconceptions of me, yes, i could be very snobbish at times but that is beacuse your being rude w/ me but for those who are kind i also reciprocate kindness. I'm not a war-freak as most people expect me to be and i wont bend my principles for that!


From AL

For all... kung bibigyan ng pagkakataon, sino sa mga na-evict ang dapat bumalik at cno ang dapat matanggal?
**honestly, i think ferg is much more deserving than any of us to stay here because he exerted greater effort than all of us and w/ regards to effort i think it is ron who has the least effort but i truly understand his reasons so no grudge about it, he is just lucky!

For anne... ang ang totoong saloobin mo kapag tinutukso ka namin dati kay fergie?
**wala lang, im just going with the flow at alm ko namang ganun rin si ferg, im used to those kind of jokes


From RON

For all - How did you make the house more interesting despite other people saying that the house is boring?
**this might be a great bore for others but this is what interesting means, to be able to catch somebody'd trust not by being rude but by showing kindness to receive the same...hai nku, interesting naman kasi laging crinicriticize, then if it's not interesting for them then they won't even put a single effort on talking about us! ryt?

For Anne - Who do you think doesn't deserve to be in the big four and why?
**to be honest, i was surprised that you reached the big four! but as iv said, i have no grudge because that's your luck and maybe god has reasons in pyutting you here..i think you dont deserve to be in the big four not because you didn't do your best but because there are some people who put more effort in this game!


From STEPHANIE

For all - NONE

For Anne - Ano sa tingin mo yun pinaka hindi mo makakalimutan sa experience na to na mapasali sa PBBFG?
**I am badly and wrongly criticized w/o basis! But of course, in every bad thing there is a good one on it and that is beacuse I met you guys! I met people who are now my friends. True people, no pretentions! Hindi plastic!

"Ok call me plastic" -Anne

I hate it! im really surprised by the results! pagkaopen ko ng board ngulat na lang ako both fergie and zen are gone! and i dont think they deserve to go! all of the nomination results are just mere misunderstanding! aaarrggghhh!!! starting from nizzie's eviction to the following evictions! it is unexpected! i really need to say this...i not gullible! gggrrrr!!! i dont want to say anything which could hurt other people's feelings coz im not that rude...ok call me plastic but im really this type of person! i dont hide anything...im not an hypocrite! i just consider other's feelings coz i also dont want that to be done on me...i dont mean to address this to anyone, i just want to express what im feeling right now...and again! im not a war freak!

"I don't deserve this" -Anne

Ggrrrr!!! this month is the most hectic month! i need to finish all my requirements...this is going to be a busy month again!...im really getting fat, i dont even have the luxury of time going to the gym! aaarrrggghhh!!! i wish i have enough time...my life cycle is very unusual...i dont know what to do first...this is a miracle na ngkakaron pa ko ng time na gumawa ng diary here...summer is almost over but i didn't even had a single vacation! kaasar! i don't deserve this...all my friends are enjoying the summer while here i am focused on some other boring stuff! oh well, this is the price i must pay for being so laid-back at my studies...i need to rush things out so that i could graduate in time!

"It's my first time to cross-enroll" -Anne

Thanks God, I'm done with the qualifying exam! Whew! That was really hard! I am really desperate in passing that exam because I can't proceed to the next accounting course if I wasn't able to pass it. These past few days were busy days for me because I need to do a lot of things right now. There are several works that are due this week. Oh well, I guess it is a part of a student's life to be this busy once in a while. My summer class started last Monday and I'm really excited when I first attended that class because it's my first time to cross-enroll. I want to meet new people and I also want to make new friends. Since I was only a cross-enrollee, I have this urge that I need to study harder and excel to prove myself in this new environment. Besides, I don't want to embarass myself and my school. My story will end here because i have nothing to say. Ciao!

"Here I go again" -Anne

Here I go again. I really don't know what to discuss here. Oh well, the last activity which is the "mystery poster" is the activity which I dislike most, maybe because I find it senseless. There is no excitement or whatever in that game plus maybe I was also unlucky in choosing that consequence. Although, I have faith in my ability to speak there are still possibilities of commiting errors. I must be very careful. The tension of the next nomination is felt already. Honestly, I don't know who to vote out. They became my friends already and I don't want to have a gap with my newly found friends like what happend on the eviction of Nizzie, i don't want to encounter another misunderstanding. I have no more to say. Ciao!

DAY SEVENTY-FOUR
"With no sense at all..." -Anne

I hate this new rule that we need to post at least two entries of confession and diary in a week... this is not working for me because i tend to have a confession or diary which is long and will reach the 100 words requirement but with no sense at all... there will be no substance because we tend to just make it long... i will just react on the latest eviction... the latest nomination results are extremely unexpected! nizzie is supposed to be not the evictee...we had a mistake and we had misunderstanding regarding the votings... but despite the results i hope the friendship gained through this fantasy game will still remain and still we should have communications...i know she is quite mad at us now but this will eventually pass and we will again be good friends even though we dont really know each other personally...hmm...till here...ciao!

"I guess this reach 100 words already" -Anne

Im bored these past few days....i dont know what to do...i just keep myself busy by watching videos on youtube...i am really sick and tired of this summer break....i wish classes would resume as soon as possible plus i also have not enrol yet because i dont know what subject will i take...grrr!...i know i am very irresponsible but that is me...i hope i will have a productive activity this summer...i stopped going to the gym because im really lazy and also my body hurts, a lot! plus i also dont have the patience to exhaust myself in making my body sweat...ok fine! im just good at the start...i hope again i could eventually change this attitude...hmmm...dont know what to say na...i guess this reach 100 words already...till here! ciao!

DAY SIXTY-EIGHT
"I grew up in a family which is very close to the church" -Anne

So ok, yesterday i was feeling very spiritually refreshed...hmm...how could i explain this... i had my confession and i feel cleansed...this is a normal tradition in the family that we have our confession every new year and holy week...it is really too much for other people but i grew up in a family which is very close to the church...my parents are also very active in the church, they even are officers in some of the organization or our church...oh well... my friends always tease me about it and they thought i was being very religious daw but i think im not, im just fullyt aware of my faith although im not perfe ct but im trying my best to be a good christian...this holy week, i would just do my sacrifices which is what i promised to god...till here...ciao!

"I dont want to create a conflict" -Anne

I think this game i beginning to create conflict...i dont think this game must end up in people fighting over situations which are supposed to be unnoticed...i dont give my comments on them because i dont want to create a conflict...but dont get me wrong it is not playing safe or something but this is really me and i cant change myself to be somebody that would spice up the game but in the end realizing and regretting everything that ive done and said...yes, it just a fantasy game even though we are not risking too much of our identity but somewhat portraying somebody else is not comfortable at all...we dont mean to be passive but i guess that's what we are, we might not reach other's expectation but we're happy on ourselves and we play this game on what we like it to be played like how the game is played now, we like it this way...till here...ciao!

DAY SIXTY-FOUR
"Im not really that down to earth" -Anne

There are no rules in the house! omg! i guess i could just leave my confession very short! there is nothing unusual happenings lately so this would be very short...the betting game somewhat turned out good for me at least i have a very minimum ep..thanks god! im very much flattered w/ my co VH impression of me...im not really that down to earth but at least they consider me as their friends right? oh well, i guess this would be the end...the nomination is coming and i need to think first if who will i vote...oh boy, this is hard since we are already close...ciao!

"Yeah sure i miss him a lot!" -Anne

Ok i had this conversation w/ my ex bf and he's in australia na pala...i guess when you were involved w/ someone before even break up would not be the end and it was just set aside...aarrgghhh! do i make sense? i guess not? maybe im just super astonished that after a long time we had a conversation in a very unexpected manner! yeah sure i miss him a lot! guess, he'll always be a part of my life...our relationship will still be the same no matter what plus the fact that our break up was a mutual desicion and it was a peaceful agreement and we both think that it's the best for both of us, i guess? ok enough! im done w/ my drama...ciao!

"What i lack in is humility" -Anne

This day is for my last exam and also the hardest! quantitative techniques! i've always been good at math when i was in my elementary and high school days plus the early part of my college days, and i knew that but when i had those math subjects with this professor i begin to doubt my abilities because in my own standards i wasn't performing very well already! she was a genius! she knows how to twist everything...those simple problems for me before are the hardest one now...how did she do that?...i guess this is one way of god to tell me to be humble...i guess what i lack in is humility!...when i start failing in exams then that is also my start of exerting my effort in studying math subjects...haiz...the exam's result in accounting will be out on monday and i also wish that it would bring nice results...im afraid to fail...im that type of person who is not used to failures...i always do my best on everything and i become depressed whenever i fail...aarrrggghhh! im really selfish! till here, i dont want to add more on my fears...ciao!

"I have no time" -Anne

Omg! i almost forget to finish the activities! buti na lang nagopen ako then i remembered na may mga activities pa pala... and also the confession and diary entries should be twice a week already! gosh! my schedule is really hectic this past few days... i have no time to even open my yahoo messenger so i haven't talked to any of my co VH yet... i miss them already...we are really getting very small in number and the voting is hard... i don't know who to vote next because the bonding is already very tight and even though we are not seeing each other personally we all knew that we are already friends... this game is really something... we have a share of criticisms but what is important is we are okay with each other and we are enjoying each other's presence... i think that is all for today... ciao!

DAY FIFTY-ONE
"Tama lang yung ginawa ng girl" -Anne

I dont think i should react on this but i guess im supposed to...this is a task...fergie's blog, yung wasted me eh sobrang nakakalungkot kasi khit cno nmng tao na mapunta sa situation na ganun eh sobrang mhihirapan emotionally!...i think tama lang yung ginawa ng girl kasi hnd naman tlga tama in the first place yung nging relationship nila kahit na sabihin nating may feelings talga! that is very selfish kung itutuloy nila!...and besides kung talagang love nung girl si ferg eh gagawa siya ng way para maging maayos ang lahat between them...i guess im not in the place to judge...im just saying this based on what i read...so this is just what i can say...till here...ciao!

"Game really works and the objective is being achieved" -Anne

Last friday is nizzie's birthday and we all greeted her and made an effort to make her happy! so this is just an implication that this game really works and the objective is being achieved...friendship not stupid as other people thinks of this game but it is a treasure to keep...we earn friends here, though we dont see each other and maybe never will but we all know that if we need some people to talk to we are all here...a friend is always a friend no matter what the distance is...the game is getting tougher as time passes by...tough in sense that we are becoming closer and we dont know who to drop? it is hard because we formed friendship between all of us and that is what spices the game!...ciao!

"I will have a boyfriend before the summer ends" -Anne

Ive been thinking lately bout sa love life ko eh parang ang gulo nga...iv been through a lot of things already so i should know what to do by now but honestly i dont! hmmm...bkit ganun, lagi na lang love ang problem ng tao? i guess its just the most complicated thing! it produces extreme joy and pain...bout my last diary...we are really getting close! and maybe i will have a boyfriend before the summer ends ...my school life is a trash! im bored with my course! it's really hard i swear! i dont feel that accountancy is really for me...i feel lost! im not happy with it...but running from it would again create a more complicated problem...maybe because i also dont know what i want...is this normal? ggrrr!!! im confused!...dont know what to say...this is the worst part of my life! i felt totally lost!...till here...ciao!

"Im really not good at bets" -Anne

hmmm... Bout the last betting game...I think I got the highest evicting points and the highest number of wrong answers...hahahaha...i really thought that those words would be extraordinary or should i say not common...so i answered the most unusual words found in the dictionary with woman on the last part...i didn't even thought that even catwoman is included...i thought that only those words that are found in the dictionary and that excludes catwoman which is a proper noun...anyway, it is fine with me...im really not good at bets...i always lose...maybe im just very unlucky on those types of games...maybe next time i would grab my luck...till here...ciao!

"She's really aloof with me" -Anne

This is not a nice week for me...parang i feel bad for kim...ayoko tlga mkipagaway sa kanya but he keeps on pushing me to my limits...hai i guess i might as well practice my self-control skills...oww...ot's niz bday na and i rreally am thinking of a gift pa...ngayon ko lng mejo nakausap c niz but i find her really nice to...i thought noon na parang galit siya sa kin ksi she's really aloof with me...but nung nkausap ko c zen na gnun lng pla tlga c niz kc sbi nia mejo nafee2l nia na naoop xa...but i think hnd nmn xa kailangang maop ksi ok nmn eh...ako nga rin minsan i feel lost sa mga topics pero sadyang papansin lang ako...hehehe...bout nmn sa mga boys na coVH ko...nku kawawa c ferg ngaun...laging hotseat...hehhe...tpos ngayon ko na lng ulit nakausap c kuya al and lagi kong kausap c zen...besides them plus c ate steph wala na kong nkakausap...sana mgkaron ng chance na makausap ko sila...haiz...till here!...ciao!...=)

"Parang im beginning ulit to fall for him!"
-Anne

Yesterday was my friend's birthday and the celebration was awesome! graveh, at first kala ko it would not be that fun...siyempre as a good friend eh kailangan kong pumasok for her khit i hate the subject! p.e.! aaarrrggghhh!!!!,....sasayaw lang kmi ulit dun...xmpre im a sweet friend, i want everything to be perfect!...hirap kaya nun...buong barkada ngplano, nung morning ngkita kmi ni lovely, my other friend para iprepare ang surprise! gosh! hirap kya nun...i feel tired nung morning! bumili kmi ng cake, nghanap ng gift, pati flowers and everthing!...arrrggghhhh!...tpos mga after lunch sobrang ayaw ko ng tumuloy ksi i feel weak tpos may p.e. practicum pa kmi...then pagdating sa skul ngstart na yung surprise, then ok na kasi nkita ko nmn sa expression ng face ng friend ko na sobra siyang happy so im happy na rin khit pagod...pero sad to say may pe pa, sumayaw ako khit hnd nkauniform...kakahiya kasi kapansinpansin kasi ako lang ang hnd nakauniform plus hnd ako mrunong mgdance at hnd ko alm yung steps...but i need to so sumayaw nga ako...after the practicum natuwa na rin ako ksi sbi nung mga clasm8s ko ang cute ko daw sumayaw, para daw akong barbie!!! aaayyy!!!...ok na din khit nakakahiya...then after p.e. diretso kmi sa haus ni klarence, 1 of our kabarkada, inuman na daw! ok dun ksi malapit sa beach so sobrang saya ksi pumunta muna kmi ng beach tpos picture picture then konting inom...ang saya sa beach!...i mean 1st time ksi kming ngkasamasama ng kumpleto...parang bumalik ang lhat...then we need to go back sa haus na ni klarence kc its getting late...tpos dun na ngresume ang session...nginuman kmi until mga 12...after ng inuman, ngkalabasan na ng mga inner feelings...graveh, nilapitan ako ni klarence, tpos kung ano ano na sinabi nia, ksi parang bumalik lhat yung dati, meron ksi kming somethng dati tpos bglang naputol...i really dont know kung ano ngyari?...then thinking about it ngayon parang im beginning ulit to fall for him!....aaarrrggghhhh!!!!.....aaayyyyy....ewan! ang gulo ko...sa last confession ko eh other guy ang kinukwento ko ngayon im talking about feelings on other guy nmn...but i really am confused right now!...let me think first...till my next post! ciao!

"This nomination is not yet crucial sa kin" -Anne

Oh my gosh!...i can't believe na invalid ang ballot ko...arrrggghh!...last nomination eh hnd narecieve ni bbk ung vote ko...ngayon nmn invalid?! graveh nmn un...hehehe...i thought kasi eh 3 sentences all in all un pla 3 sentences for justification only!...arrgghh!...i was wrong...hehehe...next time i would read the directions carefully...bout this nomination i was really overwhelmed na buti na lng hnd ako ang ivinoteout nila...i guess it's not yet time?...haiz...i think kim has the highest evicting points, kala ko girl xa kya she and her ang ginagamit ko when im referring to him...oopppsss...my mistake!...hnd ko pa kc xa nkakausap tlga eh...but what i heard about him is dami na nia naoffend...i read bout ung usapan nila ni zen and i think rude yung ginawa nia kay zen...very impolite!...hmm...last time dami ngbigay sa kin ng saving points...i guess hnd pa ko ngtha2nkyou sa knila, but alm na nila un na im grateful sa mga SP na binigay nila...this nomination is not yet crucial sa kin kc im very sure kung cno ang ivo2te out ko although hnd ko pa nakakausap c kim...maybe next nomination or the other next eh doon na tlga ko mgiicip ng todo...haiz...i think too much...till here...ciao!...=)