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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

DAY SEVENTY-TWO
"Ang dami kong inisip that time na nagpapahinga kami sa taas" -Stephanie

Last week was the holy week. And i've made my final decision of not coming with my friends/officemates on a travel to Bongao. I've stated my reason on why i decided to stay. I appreciated the advice of a friend not to mind about some things at sumama at mag-enjoy. Pero naisip ko na rin tlga na magpa-iwan nlng. No regrets naman. anyway naman eh nakapunta nako dun twice na. exactly din naman last year eh prang nagpenetensya nko dun by climbing/hiking the bongao peak. But i'm glad i stayed and atleast spend my holy week with my family. grabeh, halos kain at tulog ata ginawa ko sa bahay for that 2 days rest from work. yeah, 2 days lng. balik trabaho ako by saturday. friday dawn nga pla we went to abong2x pra mag 14 station at pumunta sa tuktok ng cruz mayor. prang penetensya na nga yun papunta pa lang kami dun. super nakakapagod. but when we reached on the peak of it, ang lamig at ang ganda ng view. overlooking Zamboanga city. Ang dami kong inisip that time na nagpapahinga kami sa taas. Naisip ko rin ulit ang di ko pagsama sa Bongao. Alam ko kasi na yun ibang di makakaintindi sa akin ay mag-iisip na over-reacting ako on something. Di lang tlga madali ang magpatawad, lalo na ang makalimot. Forgiveness. Di ko alam, siguro nga i keep some grudges. pero di rin ako masisi. It's really easy for some people to say "forgive and forget". such a crap. I don't know lng. Maybe time can tell when will i forgive those cruel and insensitive people who left a scar on my life. Talgang mahirap para sa akin because some people don't really know what i've been through and i can't put it into words. Kahit gaano ko pa e-explain di talga ma-gets ng ibang tao dahil hindi nila naranasan yun napagdaanan ko. Hay, nagddrama na naman ako. Well, basta easter sunday we attended the mass early morning. Then thinking yesterday i'm back to work again kahit holiday. That's life. yun lng muna. Ang gulo ko na.

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